Motherhood

Recently this question has been ringing in my mind, am I ready for "MOTHERHOOD"!!!! As the weeks passes by, I am getting more and more aware that I am going to be a mother soon..... huge responsibility.

Can I really take up the challenge? I really am not sure. On one hand, I am so looking forward to see my Baby K soon but on the other hand, I do not know what to expect. I heard of so many stories that during confinement, you will have sleepless nights, you no longer have time for yourself... etc. But I choose to believe that my Baby K will bring me joy and less crying in the night. I have been praying that he will be a happy boy, always smiling and laughing rather than crying. Haha....

Let you in for a secret, something that me and Kel been doing the last time he is back in Singapore. We all know that most baby will cry during the night, so what we did was, whenever I woke up and have toilet breaks in the middle of the night, I will "act" like a baby and cry, to see if Kel woke up and "tend" the baby. But of course he did not cause he explained I am not Baby K. :( I told him we need to practice and be ready. To think of it now, it sounds so silly.

Anyway, I know that God will not give me a project that I can't handle. The truth is I am going to be a mother soon and knowing that each step I take, God is going to give me wisdom of how to be a good mother.

“The best thing a girl can be is a good wife and mother. It is a girl's highest calling. I hope I am ready.” ―  Nancy E. Turner