Recently this question has been ringing in my mind, am I ready for "MOTHERHOOD"!!!! As the weeks passes by, I am getting more and more aware that I am going to be a mother soon..... huge responsibility.
Can I really take up the challenge? I really am not sure. On one hand, I am so looking forward to see my Baby K soon but on the other hand, I do not know what to expect. I heard of so many stories that during confinement, you will have sleepless nights, you no longer have time for yourself... etc. But I choose to believe that my Baby K will bring me joy and less crying in the night. I have been praying that he will be a happy boy, always smiling and laughing rather than crying. Haha....
Let you in for a secret, something that me and Kel been doing the last time he is back in Singapore. We all know that most baby will cry during the night, so what we did was, whenever I woke up and have toilet breaks in the middle of the night, I will "act" like a baby and cry, to see if Kel woke up and "tend" the baby. But of course he did not cause he explained I am not Baby K. :( I told him we need to practice and be ready. To think of it now, it sounds so silly.
Anyway, I know that God will not give me a project that I can't handle. The truth is I am going to be a mother soon and knowing that each step I take, God is going to give me wisdom of how to be a good mother.
“The best thing a girl can be is a good wife and mother. It is a girl's highest calling. I hope I am ready.” ― Nancy E. Turner
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Monday, May 28, 2012
Transferring to an Institution
Today marked my 28 weeks & 5 days into my pregnancy. I'm into my 3rd trimester and it may be the most difficult lap that we (my husband & I) will be going through....
I received a call from my current gynecologist this morning that they had made an arrangement for me to transfer to an Institution. Now, you will be wondering, why transferring to an institution at 3rd trimester?
To start of with, I did not have a smooth pregnancy. Because of this pregnancy I gave up my job and when I was 3 months pregnant, I was told that my baby has high possibilities of down syndrome. Being a first time parents ourselves, the news is just too much for us to bare. When I was about 4 months pregnant, we went for another test to make sure that the baby is fine, the amino-thesis test. This time, the report shown that the baby is perfectly alright! Man... when we got the news, joy started to fill us and finally I can enjoy my pregnancy.
Well... things wasn't that smooth that we thought it will be, 5th month came and we are all set to go for a detailed scan. That start of another stressful time for us. The report shown that there are some abnormalities with the baby's heart.
The summary of the ultrasound findings are as follow:
A. Cardiac views abnormal:
We already had a few sessions with the pediatric cardiologist and his advise is for us is to move from a private hospital to government institution, reason being that if ever the baby needs a surgery, the cost is much lower and they have the full facilities.
At this stage, for those who are reading this entry might think its sound so 'drama'. How I wish you can only find such stories in drama. And those who are concern about how me and my husband are coping, we are really fine. We can only trust God with all of our hearts, soul and mind, knowing that He is in control and He will make things beautiful in His time.
If ever anyone of you want to help, just keep us in your prayers, pray that the baby's heart is normal and healthy.
We want to take this opportunity to thank Pst Kong, Sun, Pst Audrey, Pst Zhuang, Vene, Gie, Chris, Sheau Huei, Char, Jo, Dorcas, Albert, Gina & E425 for praying for us. It's been tough but because of the encouragement that we received, we feel so loved and knowing that there is always hope in our Abba Father!!!
“If you have two friends in your lifetime, you're lucky. If you have one good friend, you're more than lucky. ~S.E. Hinton”
We are definitely more blessed than lucky to have more than one friend during these trying times.
I received a call from my current gynecologist this morning that they had made an arrangement for me to transfer to an Institution. Now, you will be wondering, why transferring to an institution at 3rd trimester?
To start of with, I did not have a smooth pregnancy. Because of this pregnancy I gave up my job and when I was 3 months pregnant, I was told that my baby has high possibilities of down syndrome. Being a first time parents ourselves, the news is just too much for us to bare. When I was about 4 months pregnant, we went for another test to make sure that the baby is fine, the amino-thesis test. This time, the report shown that the baby is perfectly alright! Man... when we got the news, joy started to fill us and finally I can enjoy my pregnancy.
Well... things wasn't that smooth that we thought it will be, 5th month came and we are all set to go for a detailed scan. That start of another stressful time for us. The report shown that there are some abnormalities with the baby's heart.
The summary of the ultrasound findings are as follow:
A. Cardiac views abnormal:
- The aorta is narrow, compared with the pumonary artery
- LV width: less than RV width
- The cardiac axis is deviated to the centre
B. Single umbilical artery
In layman's terms, the left side of the heart is smaller than the right side of the heart. They are supposed to be of same size.
The gynecologist advised us to see a Pediatric Cardiologist for second opinion.
The worst case scenario is that the baby may not survive before birth. Or the baby may need surgery after birth. As the heart may lead to many problems, the gynecologist cannot advise us on what is the actual scenario. We already had a few sessions with the pediatric cardiologist and his advise is for us is to move from a private hospital to government institution, reason being that if ever the baby needs a surgery, the cost is much lower and they have the full facilities.
At this stage, for those who are reading this entry might think its sound so 'drama'. How I wish you can only find such stories in drama. And those who are concern about how me and my husband are coping, we are really fine. We can only trust God with all of our hearts, soul and mind, knowing that He is in control and He will make things beautiful in His time.
If ever anyone of you want to help, just keep us in your prayers, pray that the baby's heart is normal and healthy.
We want to take this opportunity to thank Pst Kong, Sun, Pst Audrey, Pst Zhuang, Vene, Gie, Chris, Sheau Huei, Char, Jo, Dorcas, Albert, Gina & E425 for praying for us. It's been tough but because of the encouragement that we received, we feel so loved and knowing that there is always hope in our Abba Father!!!
“If you have two friends in your lifetime, you're lucky. If you have one good friend, you're more than lucky. ~S.E. Hinton”
We are definitely more blessed than lucky to have more than one friend during these trying times.
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